Sixteen year old Adam is starting at a new school. That
means making new friends, and then there is a girl who seems interesting. His
mother is pregnant by his fairly-new stepfather. Those things would be hard
enough for any teen; to make things worse for Adam, he hallucinates. He has
paranoid schizophrenia.
He’s on an experimental drug, and it, unlike all the others
that were tried on him, is working. Oh, he still sees and hears people who
aren’t really there, but this drug has enabled him to know they aren’t real,
and so can go about life ignoring them. The mute woman who always seems to be
with him, the naked but polite dude, the mobsters- they no longer bother him,
even when they try their best.
Part of the deal with the experimental drug is that he has
to attend therapy once a week. He refuses to speak to his therapist, so he
writes out how his life is going. This is how the book is narrated: his letters
to the doctor.
Other than the hallucinations wandering around, the first
part of the book is just a normal teen going through life. But as the story
goes on, Adam’s worst nightmare starts to come true: his new friends may find
out he is mentally ill, broken. Is he strong enough to keep that from happening
by sheer force of will?
Adam is quick witted, honest, and funny. I very much enjoyed
the narrative. It’s a coming of age story, but one with much higher stakes than
usual. I really liked Adam as a character, and I liked his girlfriend and best
friend, too. His mother & stepfather love him and try hard, although they
had no idea how to help Adam. It’s a fast read but one that made my heart ache.
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